I wasn’t going to post this, but I just feel like I need to ..
Added 2024-12-26 11:44:30 +0000 UTCI wasn’t going to post this, but I just feel like I need to let it out.Christmas this year was… not great. I didn’t have any presents under the tree. Actually, I didn’t really have a tree. There wasn’t anyone around, either. Just me. The house was super quiet, and I kept thinking how Christmas is supposed to be filled with family and laughter. But not for me.Dinner? Well, there wasn’t much. I ate some toast and tried to pretend it was special, but it didn’t work. I even lit a little candle to make it feel nicer, but it just made me sad.I kept looking at my phone, hoping someone would text me, but no one did. I guess people were busy with their families and their own Christmases.I know people say Christmas isn’t about presents or food or decorations, but when you have none of those things, it’s really hard to feel the magic. I went to bed early because I just wanted the day to be over.If you had a lonely Christmas too, I get it. You’re not the only one. I’m telling myself that next year will be better, even if it doesn’t feel like it right now.
