This time last week I was getting ready for my shoot with a ..
Added 2023-09-30 13:31:25 +0000 UTCThis time last week I was getting ready for my shoot with a professional photographer. It was an interesting and fun experience. My nerves and anxiety aside, I'm very happy with what we've created. When booking the shoot, I didn't even know if I'm keeping the pictures for myself or if I'm publishing them anywhere. Now that I've viewed the work, I feel like it would be a shame to keep them only to myself but the work is also showing a lot more of me than usual. The difference between our usual pics shot with an iPhone and the work of a professional is night and day. A lot more detail, even detail that I could do without 😄 Many, imperfections on my skin, razor bumps, extra fat and so on. So the set to me does feel very intimate and outside of this photo will not make it to my social media. Some of the work in fact makes me feel so vulnerable that it will only make it to very special PPV sets. A few pics will make it here eventually but might do so with additional editing. I won't lie, the shoot was expensive for me. So each picture cost me a lot to create and I don't even expect to break even on the set. But whatever cost I can recoup will motivate me to do it again. I was very nervous in front of the lens. My early followers will know my journey to even open up in front of the camera privately and in front of my husband. I have always been camera shy but gradually working on it. I feel like with the hubby, we have found our rhythm but with a new person in the picture, it was quite a challenge to get out of my own way.
