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Fully naked is kinda OP

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The last of the boudoir posts until I do another one!! Maybe..

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The last of the boudoir posts until I do another one!! Maybe next year I will haha but hope you enjoyed them. There's A LOT!! I wanted to share all of them bc I paid good money to rent the place, get hair and makeup done and the photographer. It was worth it and was a huge boost to my confidence! I did this early January, so about 4 months after FFS! :)

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Posting feet pics here soon!!

Posting feet pics here soon!!

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I love beautiful girls with big beautiful asses <3

I love beautiful girls with big beautiful asses <3

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Sucking Justan's dick next to a busy road hehe

Sucking Justan's dick next to a busy road hehe

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Dark Angel!! muah haha

Dark Angel!! muah haha

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Random older vid!

Random older vid!

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Damn my ass looks very yummy here! Video is now lost though ..

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Damn my ass looks very yummy here! Video is now lost though :(

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Enjoy! Fucking my masturbator until I spurt on your face heh..

Enjoy! Fucking my masturbator until I spurt on your face hehe :)

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Old set. I think I broke the chains on this lingerie but I s..

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Old set. I think I broke the chains on this lingerie but I still have it!!

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Big girl dick! Back when I still had stuff cumming out too ;..

Big girl dick! Back when I still had stuff cumming out too ;)

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Back in the day. Will def need to wear this set again :)

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Back in the day. Will def need to wear this set again :)

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Still have this lingerie set, lets see how I look in it 2 ye..

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Still have this lingerie set, lets see how I look in it 2 years later

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Today is my bday!! 😳 I got a chemical peel on Saturday so I ..

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Today is my bday!! 😳 I got a chemical peel on Saturday so I probably won’t post anything of me for a couple more days. Just wanted to say hi 😘

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So Im going to reorganize my feed because I posted a lot of ..

So Im going to reorganize my feed because I posted a lot of older stuff which kind of buries the newer stuff, so just letting you know Im removing and re adding in chronological order essentially so its makes more sense. I'll be dropping a lot of content, including collabs that are older.

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God this video was so hot and ughhh, I want this everyday fo..

God this video was so hot and ughhh, I want this everyday for myself!! Please buy this so you can enjoy it forever. Or keep an eye out on my other site for it if you prefer

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Trailer for the recent vid I sent of myself and Silas Stone ..

Trailer for the recent vid I sent of myself and Silas Stone tag teaming the cute and tiny Ceyba Sol. It's definitely worth the watch :)

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I have three more collabs to drop which I’ll honestly be doi..

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I have three more collabs to drop which I’ll honestly be doing this weekend.

This may be the last of it. Forever? Idk

To tell you really why, would be verbose and nauseating.


Yet I can’t help myself ha

I’m just really unhappy with my appearance. It’s an issue that I’m working on but I just had facial feminization surgery in September and I feel worse. It’s a terrible feeling and it affects my ability to do this job and honestly live life.

Some days are good and some content I actually like. Mostly it’s the opposite.

I do have things to look forward too. I have a rhinoplasty and lip lift in July and maybe if I win my appeal and insurance covers my body feminization, I’ll also get that later this year. I’ll be done with smoking too, hopefully that will help with since things ha

But I’m moving to Oregon with my partner here in July too and we’ll be living with her parents and two sisters for three to six months until we have steady jobs and saved up enough to get our own place. Realistically, making content won’t be possible during that time. I know, fml haha

It really breaks my heart and I’m really embarrassed to be writing this even. I’ve given 5 years of my life to this work, sacrificed plenty and my whole transition has been entangled in this. I hardly know who I am tbh. I’m terrified because I don’t have any special skills and working full time and this always helped me make enough money to not stress about finances but I suppose I’ll need to endure “real life”.

I thought, what if I keep up the page and just mark down the subscription price and just leave it until I’m ready? I guess, I don’t know. I feel ugly and the thought of content, 90% of it, being here just makes me feel shame and embarrassment.

I am going to therapy, addressing bipolar with meds finally, hopefully getting something for my adhd soon but none of that works fast enough to ameliorate the situation.

Thank you guys for your support. I’ll let you know once and if I decide to turn off subscriptions and delete this account. Within this month most likely. Hope the best for all of you ❤️❤️❤️

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2 vids here - my camera died (oops) but I finished with my o..

2 vids here - my camera died (oops) but I finished with my orgasm on the 2nd vid shot on my phone! Dry cumshot, don't get too excited.

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some silly little pics

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some silly little pics

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Good morning!

Good morning!

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I’m getting kinda chubby lol

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I’m getting kinda chubby lol

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Time flies, another classic

Time flies, another classic

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Who’s ready for the beach?😎

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Who’s ready for the beach?😎

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Back from Poland 😊

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Back from Poland 😊

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A classic

A classic

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Enjoy! A quick little fuck in the middle of some rubble in t..

Enjoy! A quick little fuck in the middle of some rubble in the desert of Vegas, back in Oct of 23'. I love the juxtaposition of my outfit and the whole vibe of the video ha would love to do something like this again.

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Damn, 38 min? Anyways, employ the classic. Enjoy my 29 year ..

Damn, 38 min? Anyways, employ the classic. Enjoy my 29 year old body right before I turned 30 haha <3

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Rest of that set!!

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Rest of that set!!

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A shoot from last Summer that I figured is worth a nut or gl..

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A shoot from last Summer that I figured is worth a nut or glimmer of appreciation

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